Another bit of updates. The little of my self-esteem left has been chipped away little by little over the past week. I've been stuck doing a job that I wasn't even interviewed or told about for the past three weeks. I've been told they're gonna move me at least twice and nothing has happened... The role they have me in is....Important, sure, but I suck at it. They call it "Data entry", which is either entering datacenter cabinet information into a buggy website or mashing it into Excel...for...the...entire....day. Yup. I didn't sign up for that. DX And my focus sucks.
It wouldn't be so bad, I am being paid for it after all, but the hardware team lead is......to put it short, a really big jerk..First off, you can't understand him (very thick Louisiana accent with the whole 'lingo'), and second, he finds just about any way that he can to put you down. As much as I don't like to say this because I thought it was a fluke, but am finding out it really doesn't seem like it....He's very prejudice. If you want the details, note me.. I've lost count of how many times he's gotten upset at me for some stupid tiny thing..Monday, he called me a slacker and today he "busted me" staring at a wall (which I wasn't doing.) He doesn't even seem to have respect for his own boss (from the things he's told me). I've met his boss, and he seems like a very nice person. The reality is, he's very smart and knows the datacenter inside and out..and I feel (along with many others) that's why they keep him around......
I've nearly finished a project for my boss and I think once that's done and put away, that I'll finally be able to be moved to a different role. He told me today, there's still people in other roles he wants me to work with, so at least I know I won't be stuck doing "data entry" forever.
Needless to say, art is coming along slowly, and my mood has been so bad tonight ,that I started on a vent piece. Please continue to expect me away from Telegram and Skype in the evenings as I just am not in any mood for much conversation... . .... . ... Plus I'm playing Ori and the Blind Forest Definitive Edition. XD
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